I miss my Kids. Someone, a friend told me I would get over the "Empty Nest" syndrome soon enough. I really hope I don't. I mean sure it hurts to miss them, but off all the things I have done in this world, being a Parent has been the best thing, the most enjoyable and rewarding thing, but it also came with its share of pain and hurt. I remember another friend telling us to stop having children because we were giving pregnancy a bad name. We were a High Risk pregnancy situation so things...

So it has been a while since I posted last, but I have to be in the right frame of mind to say anything anywhere.
Over the last couple of years I have been debating the relationship I had or have with God......sorry I do not like that word, it carries too many negative connotations for me but people refer to him as God, I think of "him" as an entity that is not He or She, does not adust all of our lives individually all of the time. I believe we have the freedom to create our own...

I have been ill for a year, one thing or another but the largest issue was an intestinal issue that started February last year and ended about December I think. Then I had fallout from that which will require surgery and the last two weeks I have had the cold from Hell. I am feeling better though and I have great hope for 2013.
I talk alot about being good to each other, about Humanity and relationships, but I do like fishing now and then LOL actually way more than that.
I have caught...

It is easier to write my own thoughts here than to speak them out Loud. My Girlfriend Judy gets ther out loud part, she has my heart she listens, she renders no judgement at all she knows how to listen to me and that is not easy, sometimes I never shut up but it does not seem to matter, I love her to pieces, she was sent to me to save me from myself I believe.
Someone asked about contributions to Project Healing Waters. The American folks can donate through their website they are Project...

Hey well I am going to give this another try. Be prepared though if you actually read this, I often wander away from fly fishing and ponder humanity. Mind you to be fair my time on the water gives me clarity of thought to pursue my musings.
Ever since I began Project Healing Waters Canada I have been learning much about myself and then last year I found out a few things I never knew about me. One is that I do have a breaking point, I always say I am tougher than I look but I found my breaking...