Quote Originally Posted by Hirdy View Post
Unfortunately, that does indeed happen. Some people go through the pain of getting themselves to the level of instructor for their own gratification, just to prove to themselves they are good enough. It's a bit sad, really.

I wish you well with the search.

Graeme thanks for your response, I was able to take some classes given by my club. I wasn't nearly as bad as I imagined. All is good.